I'm gonna put being pathetic on hold for a while and try being strong from now on. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself, regretting what I've done and putting effort towards things and people that aren't sending the energy back. I'm tired of vacillating and waiting and wondering, when I never really had it in the first place.
Time waits for no one!
Please note: I wrote this after an especially enjoyable run, so it's probably just the endorphins making me hyper-confident.
There were a few runs after which I felt like there was no limit to what I could do. That feeling usually hit at about one hour into the run, and often on those days when I could not extend the run because of other commitments. I'd really like to reclaim that feeling one day, at least one more time.
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